I can feel secure after knowing that the entire reality is the action of the Creator. I feel that I am in safe hands. The Creator is in control of the entire reality.
What most inspired me is that this course answered all the deep questions that I had almost all my life like who I am, where did I come from, the story of creation and the soul. I am also inspired by the spirit of the instructors themselves, very genuine and I can see that they really attained the bestowal quality and they don’t hesitate to share all the knowledge they have with love and in a simple way to understand. I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual journey that they find the answers they are looking for and that they attain their soul purpose.
If I understood correctly, God is the bestowal force who created us to receive all delights, etc and our role is to develop this bestowal quality.
My question is if God wants us to love Him back, I mean when we develop the bestowal quality it will become natural that we love God back. So does God’s expectation from us to love Him or love others back considered an intention “God’s intention” to receive as well? God will also receive pleasure from us being grateful and loving Him?
In other words if we developed the bestowal quality we will normally love God and people and we want to see them happy, etc but we will also expect or will be hoping that God or people would love us back or appreciate our love. Will this be considered intention to receive “love”?
We want the study of the Kabbalah to lead us to the fulfillment of God’s purpose for His creation. We want to align completely with God’s love and bestowal quality, to perceive reality as God wants us to perceive it.