So my question is this: is my apparent confusion due to a lack of understanding of the language of Kabbalah, or symbols, etc – meaning am I so confused by the language or that I am not ready or able to comprehend it? I feel, at the same time, very confused as some things appear to be very circular(i.e. contradictory or inconclusive?) – but yet clear on the overall structure of the concepts. Should I be concerned with being clear on all the language, or on feeling the sense of the concepts? On reading what I am writing I am thinking this may (hopefully)be a good example of “things are darkest just before the light”??
By understanding that what is concealed is being revealed, I am moving from “I don’t know what I don’t know” to I am seeing now valuable things that I don’t know and will soon be able to clearly state that I do know more of what I don’t know. If that makes sense??
I am so comforted by everyones comments. I share in the view that this was, for me, the most challenging, or confusing, part so far. I applied a thought that I used earlier, to keep going with the video, or reading, in hope that it would come together. And, I am happy to say that it did. I feel like I got it all, on the second time through this weeks material.