To want what the Creator wants to give me/people is prayer! Okay I get it. How do I know in each difficulty what it is the Creator wants to give me/people through me? Is it intuitive or is there something I can always rely on doing? Some say “scan zohar” or “share” but what about when I do everything I know to do and I’m still beside myself with all the negativity I feel. Then what do I do?
What should I do when I do want the Creator to be kind to me and them, but I am not sure what I need to do to reveal that kindness? What do you do when you feel a need for that kindness but are not sure what is at this moment required of you?
I have taken this course before but it seems so much clearer and I started wondering if you changed it. But I think I changed! I am so grateful for the opportunity to take and retake this course and continue to learn. Egoism = Self Concern = Will to Receive and Kabbalah is the Science of how to change to Will to Bestow! I do have questions though Tony so I will be saving them up for your next QA.
The concept that it’s not all about scanning and praying or even the holidays and shabbats. That is what I focus on. But that it’s about the relationship with the friends.