The statement that everything except my own will to receive is from the creator is so freeing. Even the will to receive has purpose and is good when intentions are correct. I can see how this knowledge will help me to view the world different, and it will help me to love and forgive enemies’. Understanding I have no enemies, but only help from the lord to grow closer to him though his plan. This is suddenly so clear.
I have needed this teaching. I have been a practicing Christian. I begged God the last time I felt close to him not to let me fall again, because the pendulum swings were growing wider every time. Of course I fell again. I feared I would never make it back to him. I am in tears realizing he was never gone.