I have been living in a false world created by myself. Who I think I am is only but a fragment of a false identity. This really reveals a lot to me. I don’t even know what is real anymore. However, Kabbalah I perceive is a wisdom/science that reveals that true reality of the Great Unknown.
Reality to me is perfect. It is me who isn’t. Thus, I expect a lot from this study. I want to comprehend the true reality. I understand how difficult this might be but its worth it.
The unreal reality I guess… To become one with God where I cannot find myself anymore. There are some questions that can only be answered when one KNOWS (Experiential knowledge)… Knowledge of the absolute to me is that perception of true reality that I want the study of Kabbalah to lead me. I know that in that reality, there’s no me, there’s no you and we don’t exist. I am optimistic that this study will lead me to that Reality.
I just realized that there is a drive to knowing the Creator, and that drive comes from my curiosity in knowing him and selflessness. I also understood that what stops me from knowing the Creator is my ego. This ego is a false identity that is selfish and more like an adversary that impedes my spiritual advancement.
Hello! Can intellectualizing the study of Kabbalah have a negative effect to practice? I understand that I must study with patience paying attention especially to details but I’m kind of skeptical about intellectualizing it. Thank you.
I expect to have a better meaning about life and how to live. I believe that the Kabbalah is like a map to divinity. It has a lot to reveal to me about myself and God. Hence, I expect a supernatural experience and different encounter with God.