I am beginning to understand that the so called bad events that happen in my life are not to make me suffer but they are what I need to grow, overcome, put in place, ignore….. If I didn’t need them then they would not happen.
So every time when a desire moves from its corrupted “will to receive” to its perfected “will to bestow” form it connects us to eternity (Creator???). This thought behind the entire process (eternity) not only does it for this one individual???? and this one particular desire but it becomes corrected in each one of the other desires (seeing the craziness in other desires)???? So it raises not only the person who does the connection but their entire world. Can you explain this to me. Thanks
I have learned that I have lived my life according to my perceptions and so has everyone else. It doesn’t pay for me to hate or get angry with another person because we are both living according to personal perceptions and not to a truth. I can dislike beliefs but to dislike any living part of the Creator would be a step backwards.
It seems I have entered a difficult period in my life. My husband of 46 years contracted dementia around 4 years ago and needed to be placed in Memory Care about 6 months ago. Many of my family members (siblings) and my husbands siblings have deserted us. By taking care of my husband I let my friendships dwindle and pass. To make a long story short, do you think my involvement with learning Kabbalah now is Creators gift to me to learn to turn this isolation and grief I feel into an opportunity to live in peace by loving and accepting all people (and situations) and not seeing what others see in me but what I can see and give (love) to them regardless. If I learn this it definitely would be a gift.
I hope to receive the gift of being able to live in the real reality (of bestowal and loving) and learn that my sadness and depression is completely my choice of perception but not reality