Greetings, I asked a question outside of this forum and was advised to ask the question here. My question is, ” can an experience of suffering push someone to learn or encounter certain kabbalistic concepts before they are formally taught? In other words, can one’s trauma resulting in a great desire to alleviate his suffering, result in a teaching to unfold before he is formally taught? I am not saying that I understood exactly what I was painting under the influence of great emotion, however the little I did understand became overwhelmingly abundant when I saw a diagram in the first lesson of this course that closely resembled it conceptually and wondered if the creator can drop bread crumbs for a pigeon like myself to follow
My name is khalid romain, I was born in the twin island republic known as Trinidad and Tobago. I currently reside in Canada. I desire to study kaballah