I think that the best thing I can do is to see and scrutinize how different my egoism is from the creator’s bestowal. In that state of humility I am in much need of the light and desire it. In the state of humility I can be of use to others because the light is attracted to me.
I think Yvon puts it nicely: “To receive from the Creator with the sole intention to give back to him and to live our neighbour as ourselves”. I understand live as love…