In four phases of direct light, everything seems quite reasonable to me, except for the last phase, the Malchut. In phases 1 to 3, the Kli goes through a gradual process of development, it receives, then wants to bestow, then learns how to balance these two things and arrives at phase 3, where the balance seems to be found. But how come then it immediately transforms to Malchut, a completely egoistic Kli? What happened to phase 3 that justifies this abrupt transformation and makes it forget the long process it went through stages 1 to 3?
What inspired me in the course is the understanding that opportunities offered by the Upper Force are in fact limitless. Meaning that we used to have lack of motivation in our lives because we used to think that we ourselves should do all the work and this feels as a burden. But when we see that we can just ask the Upper Light and let it work on us, then most of the hardship goes away as now it’s the Upper Light who is doing all the work and the only thing we do is just letting it work.
My role is to ask the Upper Force for a correction and let it perform this correction upon me, so the closer adhesion with the Upper Force could be reached.
In the recommended reading I read that the 3rd level of the will to receive in our world is animals, and in the Spiritual worlds, the 3rd level corresponds to angels. What about other levels of the will to receive? In our world they are still, vegetative, and human, but what are they in the Spiritual worlds? I would appreciate your help.