I try to pray about it, I still have some doubt in my mind, like am I setting the right desire or not, I don’t even know how to do anything again, please tell me how to set clear desire and have a good intention
Why do I feel lost, I have know a lot of things about the study of Kabbalah, but sometimes I feel like I get it, sometimes I lost everything I think I know, sometimes I have a feeling of connection, sometimes I disconnect totally, I don’t just know what else to do my physical and internal life are not just well organized, sometimes I think I’m addicted to watching a lot of information about Kabbalah, please can you just tell me one thing to start doing to make a balanced in my life?
Most most inspired things to me is that I can handle some questions that rise up in me, question like what is the meaning of life question like why everything is happening question like what is the essence of creation I can handle those questions by myself, and I have learned that connection is all what we need and Kabbalah is the connector of the connection