How do we sense the light in spiritual form as opposed to our corporeal senses. The influence of the surrounding light to help us attain greater connection and internality of ‘there is none else besides him’.
All of the learning has been inspirational but somewhat still confusing in some of the details but hoping there will be more internalising, so willing to search for more ‘come and see’. I’ve learned that I have a lot to learn and realising that I am a creature with a desire to receive as a dominant in my thoughts and deeds does fill me with sadness and shame. Yet knowing there is a redeeming light of love and bestowal guiding and forgiving me, fills me with even more shame at my inability to currently rise above the ego.
I wish my fellow students attainment to the highest level of correction and to open and expand our points of the heart to once again adhere to the creator and to reveal his godliness in love and bestowal within all his creatures/the world for the good of all.
I am about to complete some prerequisite courses in a a couple of days. I hope to internalise what I have learned so far in a way that helps me to resolve the doubt that still plagues me about the authenticity of this form of Kabbalah especially when challenged by well meaning friends and internet browsing.
I hope to learn a clear and meaningful way to express what I have learned, to myself and to others who are curious.
For those who are not familiar with the Hebrew language would you suggest making a list or some kind of index system of the most often used Hebrew terminology and the English/individuals first language translations. Does this kind of list already exist with authentic/true to Kabbalah English translations?