I’ve been looking at my levels of judging others and instead of connection with others for a long time (years). I can see the loneliness this creates in myself and others. I desire to develop and experience true heart connection in the Kabbalah method. At least the beginnings of it that I’m able to achieve.
I’ve felt low before and it taught me that through what I suffered I became better and wiser. If this lessons hits a nerve, I’m glad that you shared the insight of the experience others have had.
To learn how to relate to creation in a meaningful way, perhaps even attainment. The coursework has created in me a feeling of connection and purpose that I’ve not had in this life previously. I’m 56 and have been searching my whole lifetime for connection and companions on the road.