[Heather]

Finally getting it. It’s taken awhile.

[Heather]

This is probably the 5th or 6th time I’ve been drawn to study the course. This time, after a lot of years, it really “hit”. I don’t know why but it’s just clearer, and all I can think of is that it’s my “want” that is more powerful than it was before.  I just want. more light so I can see where I’m going.

[Heather]

That external actions, or moving externally are not “it”, the internal intention has to be correct in order for the externality to be correct. I wish more light for all of the students.

[Heather]

For me, I realize now it’s the wanting. I have this bottomless pit of wanting and nothing fulfills it. I chase pleasure because of it. I can’t change it.

[Heather]

The more and more I feel need and desire the more I get this stuff. I can’t explain it.

[Heather]

There is a higher reality, like life that’s above what we consider life and death. I’m getting the barest beginning of a realization of this.

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