[Helen J]

When the concealment block the upper, on the dark side it is possible to see only flash of it, and the result of it is the natural desire to receive more.

[Helen J]

Well, I started with one intention, and now it has changed a little. I want to learn more than I could teach this wisdom to more people and bring the upper light to this world. If I can climb higher on the spiritual ladder, it will be like a bonus.

[Helen J]

As a child, we do not need spiritual tools because we are in the natural receiving stage. The upper light wants us to be able to grow and exercise our will to conquer it. I am not sure, but it may help us correct our evil tendencies and feel less ashamed.

[Helen J]

I watched this lesson several times, and I am still not sure if I understood it right.

I got sick on my stomach (literally) by realizing that often I am not nice to myself because of my own judgment of not deserving, not being good enough, and being jealous of other people when I see them succeed. When it is my turn, I feel that other people will be jealous or offended about my success. Is it related to spiritual shame?

[Helen J]

Thanks, Gianni, for the explanation.

That is exactly how I feel. As less this world makes sense for me, the more I search for the meaning of life, and I can’t deny that I often feel sad and isolated from other people because of that. Is it considered that is considerate the vegetative level?

Why, when we climb the 125 steps of the spiritual ladder or when we have more knowledge, we become more egoist?

 

Please forgive me I have many questions.

 

[Helen J]

Could you let me know if become opposite to the creator, which is light is connected to the physical world with the darkness that we go through in life? I mean all suffering and pain and emptiness we feel.

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