I am on the path and getting the true sensation of “there is none else besides Him”. I am in a regular learning group and riding the ascents and descents of spiritual development. Wish you and the whole human kind to keep opening up for the radiance of the Book of Zohar ?✨
I do not have an answer for you Lyndon, but I feel you, feeling your sadness, your despair, your honest, deep search for the answer.
I just want to give you a spark of hope, that you are not alone, putting this Q out you made a connection to other struggling hearts ?. You are not falling, connecting is the key, the Creator will take care of the rest.
Keep connecting, broken, sad or whatever state you are in ???.
Praying for all the sad, lost, confused, crashed sparks in the hearts ????