The ultimate aim is to attain adhesion with the Creator in the long term. However, I have medium term goals like escaping the present suffering and pain and lack of control that I am experiencing in my life. Additionally, I would life to attain the Thought and Purpose of my existence which I presently feel as excellence in all my endeavours and significance and contribution – leave a worthy legacy in the world and in my present life.
Freedom is ability to think or act independent of my Ego. The reforming light reveals to me the totality or full picture of reality, and creates an environment where I can see what separates me from the Creator.
When I close my eyes and senses to try to focus inward, I can only feel myself. Yet I cannot even tell who I am in essence. Like what is the part of me asking who I am? Additionally, I cannot feel the Creator, nor any other person for now. There is no one else…
The last course was like a foundation and teaser for me. I expect to delve deeper and get more practical insights that I can apply immediately in my life, to lift me off from my apparent disillusion that is my present life.
It is both insightful and assuring in the way it gets to the root about reality, meaning, and purpose of life. The explanation is both lofty in and reasonable. I mostly like the way the lessons have lifted me beyond religion, and to a more result oriented spiritual growth framework. My religious pursuits has kind of hit a dead end. Like I have one year experience repeated for over thirty years. I cannot tell whether I am growing or retrogressing. These lessons have provided the much needed push to shove me off the cycling process that has often left me asking – what next in my journey of faith?
I really wish to engage deeply in the science of faith and progress towards my transformation into likeness with God as put forth in the Thought of creation, and as revealed in Kabbalah. Thanks for providing the opportunity and resources at KABU. Especially by opening such exalted truths to gentiles like me. Best regards.