I feel like I live life experiencing things as they come along. I guess I have free will whenever I feel like I’m making a choice between two things and then I often go back and wonder how my life would have been different if I would’ve made the other choice, so I think you do have free will.
I’m desperately trying to get into this Kabbalah. Sometimes I think the devil is keeping me from it. I live in a very secluded area and I’m not really connecting with people that are nearby me. Is connecting on Kabbalah enough?