Hi John, I completely and absolutely share your thoughts and understand (can feel) a frustration within your words….it is in me too.
to who you are writing these words? and who is writing these words?
we know by heart probably things the mind cant even express. I see this division as a game to tease the mind to have to stupidities and answers and see that. “I Am God”
still when im saying these words the Ego (false me) can hear it…..Lets all keep strongly together here and see the pure transparency we all are!
sometimes I get upset, sometimes immense joy arise! I know I still in the game off my human nature, but I can sense and feel my heart growing in peace, yes that’s how I can describe it Peace, calm, space, no Fear!