My best experience from the previous course was just having a place to learn about spirituality. I find myself going back and forth struggling with doubts. Learning about double concealment was enlightening. I am also very comforted by There is None Else Besides Him. It feels good to know that all of my experiences were necessary and part of my development. I tend to beat myself up about past mistakes so it is so freeing to know that I couldn’t have done otherwise.
What inspires me most is the concept that there is none other besides him which means that no matter what happens it is part of the path that I am supposed to be on. I have learned about myself that I really tend to isolate from other people and really don’t like to be too involved with others. I have learned that this is coming from my ego and also the egos of others, which is part of out nature but something we have to learn to overcome. I wish everyone else well in their journey and hope people continue.
Before starting to study Kabbalah I thought freedom is the ability to make your own choices and not be controlled. This video makes me think that freedom has to do with the ability to create or choose your environment. I think freedom also has to do with the ability to change your intention.