This part gave me a new perspective about everything:
“The only reason we lack the perception of the Upper World is that it’s surrounding us so abundantly, more vividly than anything we experience now, but we lack a screen over the sensor in which it can be perceived!”
I do want that the study of Kabbalah leads me to the perception of reality without the limitations of my five senses. For that I need to develop my additional sense, the sixth sense.
“This wisdom is generally divided into two parallel, identical orders, like two drops in a pond. The only difference between them is that the first order extends from Above downwards, to this world, and the second order traverses from below upwards, precisely by the same routes and make-ups imprinted at the root when they appeared from Above downwards. The first order is called “the order of descent of the worlds, Partzufim, and Sefirot,” in all their occurrences, whether lasting or transient. The second order is called “attainments or degrees of prophecy and Holy Spirit.” A person rewarded with it must follow the same trails and inlets, and gradually attain each detail and each degree, precisely by the same rules that were imprinted in them upon their emanation from Above downwards.”
I expect from the lesson to understand the purpose of our life. What do I want to achieve from it is really understand how to change my desire to receive to the desire to bestow and became a real human being, similar to the Creator.
The main reasons why I want to start studying the Kabbalah are discover the real meaning and purpose of life and correct my soul through the connection with the spiritual world. I really hope to create here the right connections to our evolution as human beings.