I think we want Kabbalah study to lead us to perceive reality perhaps with the development of a kind of 6th sense. As humans, we have a limited perception and perspective because we are restricted to the ability of our senses: touch, see, hearing, etc. With Kabbalah, we can perceive and experience beyond this.
I’m actually a returning student. I came to Kabbalah and KabU some several years back. Got pretty far in the courses and due to COVID and my work as a mental health therapist, I regrettably got off track. So here I am gratefully getting refreshed again. I expect to get back on track with my learning and continue to have a profound experience becoming spiritually attuned again.