It means changing my egoistic intentions for altruistic intenstions. To put my friends needs before my own needs. It means eighter just to bestow or to receive (desires) in order to bestow.
To learn more about Kabbalah and how it can be intergrated in my life leading to more freedom and a higher state of cosiuosness. I especialy desire to feel more connected to other people and experience how these connections speeds up my process or personal journey and realise that it is a journey of us all and of the whole world. I desire to feel more of the creator and move closer to Him.
From the previous courses I learned a lot of new insights. It was also very fun to do and each time I was anxious to proceed with the next lesson. All the things I learned resonate with me and it felt like coming home. It gave me a lot peace and confidence that this is the path for me. For the coming course I expect the same experience but on top of that I hope to learn more practicalities how I can apply an integrate Kabalah in my day to day life; also I hope to be more connected to my fellow students.
What inspired me were the new insights and the other perspective on reality offered to us by studying the methods. It feels very refreshing to look to life from another and different angles. Also what inspired me to experience the difference in my day to day life. I felt much more freedom to react on small or bigger challenges appearing to me daily. I was able to leave much of my feeling of guilt behind me. Knowing that in many cases I react egoistic, but at same time know that we were made that way but that we have the freedom to become (more) altruistic;
The insight of the difference how the most religions see the upper force/creator:god and how Kabalah approaches this was very valuable to me. To know that nothing we do has any impact on the creator who is and remain good; To know and feel this gives me enormuous peace.