Hello Seth and Tony, my question is about the topic of my prayers.
I feel very strong desires in my heart that I pray for. How do I know which one of the desires were placed in my heart by the creator versus the corporeal world?
How can I feel that the entire reality is the action of the Creator?
By developing a feeling of deep and total belonging. As an obser, sensing and feeling all the wonders unfolding with deep appreciation and marvel for everything that takes place. Letting life unfold, instead of trying to make everything happen. As the song says:
Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream
Merrily merrily, merrily, merrily
Life is but a dream
I am actually more confused now than I have ever been before. It feels like my world is upside down. I am not quite sure what to think. There are so many “theories, methodologies, religions” out there so I am wondering if Kabbalah is really the ultimate TRUTH. This is an uncomfortable experience but despite the discomfort I am drawn to learning more.
What I expect is to deepening my intellectual understanding but far more importantly to have a spiritual awakening and or experience such than I can be certain that this is the path for me to follow.