The thought that I am actually praying all the time. That prayer is not the words in my thoughts but rather the feeling in my heart.
That feeling in the heart is responding to the external all the time. If I respond out of bitterness for what happens in the external, then this constitutes sin.
But if I can develop the sense to be mindful of how that might be, in any situation, then I might turn the feeling towards that of bestowal. To seek the way of the creator through equivalence of form, with faith above reason.
In this journey that is my life I hope to contribute in a way that’s brings about the greater meaning for the greater journey that has been ongoing for nearly 6000 years. I hope that the efforts that I make therefore can help bring us closer to that place where god intends us to reach. For that, I must learn more about the ways of god and loose the “I” in this story. To draw closer to His ways.
1. The depth of understanding found in Kabbalah of every moment of time of our journey leading to this moment, as well as every moment of time in this moment.
2. How egotistical I am 🙂
3. To truly feel connection with the creator, His joy in us and love for him.
Okay, so this is what I think I know so far, although it needs some practice to figure it out.
The upper force is first conceal so we need to develop the desire to find it. When the desire is there the next step is to develop the sixth sense for the upper force. For this we need to understand the limits of our perception of reality and the spiritual world and to build our connection by limiting our focus to that of Form and From of Matter to ensure that we don’t become confused and abstract thinking.
If we then are able through these perceptions understand the nature of the Creator and we are able to correct our egoistic tendency towards that of aulturism, then we are on the path of light which is to be in touch with the upper force while acting with it mutually.
May you all feel the light from the point of the heart, and may you find the wisdom that helps it to grow, to develop your sense for the spiritual world. May it give you pleasures beyond what you could have previously conceived.