These concepts might be too advanced for me and I’m getting lost….I just barely discovered KabU and currently completing Kabbalah revealed part 2. It’s complex but I want to stick with it and hope to understand it better in the future. I wonder if it’s given to all of us to understand the science of it all??. I personally have had a very short but significant mystical experience (which occurred naturally, meaning not induced by drugs, illness, accidents & neither a profound meditation, similar to an NDE). I think God gave me a wake up call, 34 years ago when it happened, that triggered my insatiable & unstoppable studying for the purpose of reconnecting with the Creator, However, though i did find myself spontaneously immersed in light, there was never this much scientific thought happening then, only a total immersion. This experience has been my guide throughout my learning process and I’m having trouble connecting my experience with the science of Kabbalah, but I’m sticking with it. I feel compelled to learn and know everything I possibly can.
I want to refine my goal stated above as: Among many things, I’m working on ego annulment, selflessness, providing altruism towards others and towards the creator, seeing the creator in all people, all events, providing joy to others, helping, encouraging, loving, providing joy to the creator, and ultimately becoming like the Creator.
Among many things, I’m working on ego annulment, developing altruism towards others and towards the creator, providing joy to others and attainment. Reaching above ego and above reason and maintaining a place there.
Concealment results in ignorance of the Upper spiritual world, therefore we believe the pleasures of this world are the ultimate attractions, until the time we awaken to the pleasures of the Upper World, and then we realize there is no pleasure in concealment.