This course was aligned with my core belief. It confirmed my belief that all is planned and that I have to trust the Creator to continue my journey towards the Creator. I learned that the fact that I chose the name “Fadhili” which means “compassion” in a West African language, is not an accident. I want to continue to look at creation with compassion. I wish that my fellow students continue on this path and that we all love and respect each other just like we love ourselves.
It means that we accept the order of the world as set by the Creator. We are part of the whole system. This is the only way we can escape suffering. We are the Creator’s sensors.
The Kabbalist’s definition of prayer is more based on the feelings in our hearts to change our inner state rather than on asking the Creator to do things for our own personal gains
I am learning how to accept the trials and tribulations I am going through as part of the will to bestow, as a form of guidance to lead me through and get me closer to the Creator. My goal is to accept it all as part of my personal GPS, seeing it as a positive rather than as negative situations. However, I have not gotten to the point where I see the solutions to pass the pain hurdles.